Today I learned that living life is part of accepting who you are.. There's no real changing that- you can change how you behave around others, you can alter urges and make better decisions and try to better yourself, but you're always going to be you, and you only have one shot at being you. So you have to try to be who you are, and that's a part of being who you want to be. You have to make decisions in your life that affect the way others see you and even how you see yourself, but you'll always be you no matter what. And there's only one you.
And I've accepted who I am finally I guess. That I'm the kid who's always going to be in the shad